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caersidhe
Why does the "Buffy" comic have to suck SO much!!!!
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Buffy
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caersidhe
So- I'm re-watching Buffy again. Sometimes I think it's SO corny,, but other times I get SO sucked into it....

It's still WAY better than Twilight, as is Harry Potter
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caersidhe
One of my students died yesterday. We believe she went into a diabetic coma and never woke up...

She was in 6th grade...
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Time travel
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caersidhe
I'm reading this time travel Snape/Lily fanfic, and it's got me thinking. If I could go back and relive my life, when would I go back to? I think it would be June of 2001. Something happened that summer that started a chain of events in my life. Although I am supremely happy now, I had to live through hell to get here. I made a lot of mistakes, starting with a big one that summer, and if I could go back- knowing what I know now...things would, hopefully, turn out for the better. 
wow- things would be SO different...

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I am SO tired of being sick! I missed 2 runs! Which, if you haven't spoken to me lately, might not sound that bad; but I am a RUNNER now. I NEED to run. It's almost like sex to me now- it feels SO good!!!

Anyone want to run a 10k with me next Saturday? It will be AWESOME!!! It's through the Orlando Wetlands
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The Dutchess
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caersidhe
I just finished watching the "Duchess," and I have to say it is one of the best movies I have seen recently. First, it was a period piece. I tend to watch every period piece that comes out, but lately they have not been very good- this was an exception. Keira Knightley was the lead- and usually I can't stand her, but she was phenomenal in this. All my life I hated love stories with children involved- I thought it was stupid and complicated a two-person relationship. But, I am finally at the age where I get it; I get how a women would would sacrifice everything for her children. To me, now, it's amazing. I finally understand my mother. I guess you have to pass 25 or maybe it's 27, because I didn't feel it until very recently....

Anyway- watch this movie!!!

f'n M. Knight...
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caersidhe
I HATE JESSE MCCARTNEY....I HOPE HE DIES...


on a better note, I ran 7 miles today
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arg
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caersidhe
I feel like I'm getting sick. I have such a headache and my nose is running....I hate when I can't go to the gym....

oh well, at least there's Zutara fanfiction
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another odd dream
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caersidhe
I need to stop dreaming about this kind of stuff, but last night my dream was very upsetting.

So- I'm dreaming that I  am in my "dream Apopka" which is kind of like a childs memory of a place. So, I'm getting married to- we'll call him Leo- again. My first marriage to Leo was called off at the moment, but I decided to go through with it again, about 5 years later. My students were there this time. Well, I once again realized I didn't want to marry him, but this time it was during the wedding. So, I sent my sister out to stall and she got married in my stead, but then it was my turn to get married, and I couldn't find Leo anywhere to tell him I wanted to call it off. I'm running all through this church-like building and I can't find him. Finally, he hears I want to call it off, so he starts AIMing me on this touch screen computer. I am trying to explain my side, as usual, but he and his cronies (seriously, they were AIMing, too) keep arguing with me.
Finally, I was just like, Fuck it- what do I care and woke up....


What the fuck is up with my subconcious....
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I had a very upsetting and strange dream last night, and it's still haunting me. You know how when someone has an impact on your life they occasionaly appear in your dreams, well that's what happened. For the sake of this being a public journal, I'm changing the names of the people, but if you are close to me you should be able to figure it out....

SO, I'm walking along this kinda "Apopka-y" forest road. I'm in a park, there is a chain fence to the left of me. I have just left the side of my boyfriend, Angelo (real person, actually sleeping next to me during my dream) and am walking to met my sister. I look to my left and see my ex (the only one that matters) Achmed, playing D&D with Dan, Danny & Bryan. They see me, too, and give me an evil eye. Dream me, being an idiot, jumps the fence and goes over to talk to them. Even in my dream I feel the uncomfortable-ness of it. I walk over to Achmed and see he is wearing a ruby necklace of mine, (I do own this, but it was a gift from another guy, that Achmed HATES, so why is he wearing it in my dream?). When I see the necklace, it breaks my heart a little, because it shows how much he still cares. I ask him how he is, while hs friends continue to stare at me in shock and anger. He says somethings like, "why do you care," "what do you want," etc. and I start to cry, which really pisses him off. He demands to know what right I have actting like this- saying he still loves me and I'm the one who left; who's in another relationship. I then get pissed because he has once again put in all on me, and I grab the necklace and rip it off of him. He just looks at me and I throw the necklace back at him and run off.

I awoke with a start after that. Stareing at the ceiling....

 I hate I dream about Achmed- it always throws me off for a while....
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